More than 3 months......

How did it come to this? I never really meant to stop writing. I guess I just ran out of things to say.

The longer you go without making an entry, the easier it is to skip over it. It's not like I haven't had the time. I have as much time as I have always had. I still read everyone. Everyday.

It's not like nothing has been going on. Well, nothing special, but its not like I ever had anything important to say. I have lots of unimportant (to everyone else, important to me) stories to tell. I guess I could post them.

I have not done anything good towards becoming healthier. I am eating anything I want and not doing much at all for exercise.

I think I have been seriously depressed. I had a terrible time in Orlando for those 12 days. Miserable. I am still doing my old job with several hours a day of my new job thrown on top of it. I have my license, but am not being paid for it yet.

I have been having so much trouble sleeping. I have been mixing herbs to try and find something to help me sleep well and stay asleep all night. I have stopped taking the seizure medication and mostly stopped the muscle relaxers. I am still taking the vicodin thought, that is the next thing I want to stop.

There are other complaints, but that's the bulk of it. I am going to make an effort to write more often. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired so I need to get some regular exercise. I thought the pool would help, but mostly I use it to destress and walk/jog laps in. I still love it, but it is hard to keep clean. I use sunscreen (35) but my shoulders and back are so freaking dark, I don't think I have been this brown since I was a preteen. Michael hates it, he likes pale skin.

I am pretty sure I lost most of my readers during what has turned out to be my summer hiatus, but I'm okay with that. I still read them and if they come back, that will be nice. I really love all the friends I have met thru diaryland and blogging.

So, that's it for now, there is lots of stuff to write about, but I really need to get my toes done right now. I had a hang nail on my left big toe, was using my finger nails to pull the nail out of the skin and I split my toenail way below the quick. I am hoping the lady can glue it or something so it isn't so tender, that, and I want them to look pretty. :)