Yesterday was such a crappy day. I woke up and found I was spotting. I was a happy for a moment because I could explain my bitchiness as pms. I got to work and the floodgates opened. I swear I lost about half a gallon before lunch time. You know things are bad when you need to run to walmart at lunch time to purchase a strange list of items.

I had to buy a pair of pants (Thank goodness it was jean day) some underpants (Is this tmi?) some pads and tampons. I don�t know if everyone else�s walmart�s are as gross as mine is, but imagine trying to change clothes in the bathroom. I refused to take off my shoes and let my socks or feet touch the floor or else I may have to cut them off above the ankle. It is that bad. It was a lot of work changing all of that but I managed to do that and avoid taking half a day off.

For a brief second I longed for the days when I could drive for 8 minutes and go home at lunchtime. A very brief second.

I have a very unpredictable cycle. Sometimes I have one day of spotting and nothing else. There are times when a month or two go by with not even a spot. Then there are times like this when I feel like I am bleeding to death and want to grab a knife and remove my own uterus.

I was trying to tough it out at work because there are some things in the works, I don�t want to jinx it right now, but it might be a good move for me.