I haven't been so good lately, but still not so bad. I would give myself a C as far as eating goes. There has been a moderate increase in carbohydrates but overall I feel better. My scale has shown exactly what the sidebar shows even after more than a week of my looser eating. I am impressed with that, especially since I have my period right now.

I still need to work on not being so damn lazy and getting my ass out there to work out.

Still loving my water aerobics. Still haven't had my dream piece of chocolate cake though I have had some substitution desserts which just haven't met my deep seated needs.

Everything is still about the same. Michael's mom is still in the hospital. We aren't visiting as much as we need to. Michael's grandmother is upset for us not visiting as much as she feels we need to. For some reason she thinks she has to sit there 8 hours a day and watch television with her, and she doesn't seem to understand that with our work schedules there is no way we can do that. So she has tried to be manipulative and when that didn't work she has tried bitchy. She didn't even call Michael on his birthday.

Michael's mom should be released from the hospital once the treatment is over and is then going to a nursing home/long term care facility. Sometimes when we are visiting I see so much of the old Phyllis, her little attitude and grins, then other times it's like she doesn't even know we are there. Every week is an emotional roller coaster.