I am very down right now. I feel like the biggest things in my life right now are depression, pain and pills. My leg is getting worse. I am sleeping less and less everyday. Right now I am at about 4-5 hours a night and not in a row. I have a head cold. There is so much pressure that my head may burst at any moment. I'm not so sure that would be a bad thing.

I am trying to come up with some New Years resolutions and I have some things floating around in my head. I'll probably post them later if I feel better