I'm feeling a little sad today. Not really sad, just kind of feeling sorry for myself. I have been down for several days now. I'm hoping it is just pms.

I always feel like I should be doing more. I feel like I'm just going thru the motions with this diet and my life.

When I was younger I thought I would be much more than I am now. I expected to be a wife, a mother, mildly successful and lately I am just not measuring up to my own expectations.

I'm trying to pull myself out of this state but so far no luck. I guess I'll keep plucking away at it.